Author Archives: Justin

Others have expressed this much more eloquently than this.  As a work of prose, this is certainly wanting, however I am posting it for the sake of record and feeling: There is a castle.  It is a wonderful place, with … Continue reading

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From great loss, emotional torture, economic disparity, occupational slavery, death of the soul, is inspired changed and growth by immersion to sudden and seemingly reckless risk; from uncertainty we face fear and may learn by doing with strong and immediate consequences … Continue reading

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whats going on? i am floating through innumerous fields of space and time (gonzo on balloons that span so many)- all directions! i am both lost and absolutely…. i cna’t upt it ni ordws id ont wanteot suposei dying an … Continue reading

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I need a Guide

I have been introduced to a new Power. I should learn from this Power, Power’s name is Pain. I am the Initiate, and the Great Power is Pain, I need a Guide. The Guide will formally introduce me to Pain … Continue reading

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the best i do

I should do something because, it is what I think I should do. How I conduct myself, as a matter of principle, is for this sake Not in hopes of achieving future returns, not for ultimate ends. * I have … Continue reading

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only posting

…it just makes me want to harden my skin, a childhood fantasy to make a shell of leather, as a child it would have come from endlessly climbing trees- until inner thighs were as callused as palms and summer feet; … Continue reading

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they call it the Seattle Freeze

The mountains that stand like Greek statues over the water, or their very home- for the Gods. The water like Norwegian Fjords, with sparkling yellow jelly fish and perfect reflections from setting suns. The little children, and adolescents, and hot … Continue reading

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to Cocktail Waitress

You asked what the pencil stuck in Indian head band is for? I wonder, do you really care to know?  Or was it banter to flirt- no no, just to inspire the ordering of drinks, to elicit tips, or to … Continue reading

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On LA

Be careful in letting my heart open too wide, Be careful in letting it all touch, It can be overwhelming It can be too much, for sure, And dirty. I take note: a man with this look of urgency The … Continue reading

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