From great loss, emotional torture, economic disparity, occupational slavery, death of the soul, is inspired changed and growth by immersion to sudden and seemingly reckless risk; from uncertainty we face fear and may learn by doing with strong and immediate consequences for our choices; we are is if children again, hoping that nature will be forgiving as a parent, though we have been taught that she takes no sides; we are permitted change, freedom from oppression, those external forces, but mostly that we would allow the trespassing within; fearlessness, not in the sense that we do not use caution, but in that we would face any fear, we can re-enter the world and perhaps then there is meaning.